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Just when life was stressful enough...
I have a genetic condition in my knees, from my dad. He was lucky. The condition was only in one leg. However, he was on a waiting list for over a year to get major surgery to fix it. It left him confined to bed for six weeks and left major scars, since the surgery actually involves removing part of the kneecap.
It's called patello femural syndrome, or tracking. Because the muscle down one side of the leg is stronger than that down the other, the kneecap is pulled out of line, and grates on the side of the femur (the lower legbone). I was in physio for it last year but like the times when I was younger (before a physio diagnosed it and it was just presumed I'd twisted my knee) it went away. Sadly not for long. At the time they told me it was highly likely my left knee would start to go as well in the future. And it just has, sadly coinciding with the problem starting up again in my right.
I'm going to have to go back to see a doctor again before it gets any worse. It's already very painful. I'm terrified of it getting to the state I was in last year. I could hardly walk and was on painkillers so strong they knocked me unconscious a couple of times, made me sleepy the rest of the time, and really messed with my head. I failed my first term mainly because outside of class i was asleep a lot of the tine and even in it I kept dozing off. Not to mention the overriding fear. I'll either be sent for more physio and have to hope it doesn't come back, or there's a chance I'll just be put straight on the surgery lists. Both would likely make me fail the next term and get thrown out of or have to drop out of university. Not to mention the problems this is going to give me with moving house in four weeks time...
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Your Score: Chaotic-Evil 38% Good, 80% Chaotic 
Plane of Existence: The Abyss, "Plane of Infinite Layers". Notable Inhabitants: Demons.
Examples of Chaotic-Evils (Ethically Chaotic, Morally Evil)
Sephiroth (FFVII)
Jack The Ripper
Baron Vladamir Harkonnen
Blackbeard the Pirate
Cruella DeVille
Khan Noonian Singh
Dr. Evil
The Joker
Professor Moriarty
Lord Voldemort
Actively opposes law, order, good, and all other sissy constraints on doing whatever he or she feels like doing. The stereotypical chaotic evil [person] is the black knight, roaming around on his own, looking for something nasty to do.
Will not necessarily keep their word
Would attack an unarmed foe
Will use poisons
Will not help those in need
Prefers to work alone
Responds poorly to higher authority
Distrustful of organizations
Self-preservation and personal gain are their ultimate goals.
Less inclined to long term planning.
Chaotic Evil "Demonic"
"Destroyer"
A chaotic evil [person] does whatever his greed, hatred, and lust for destruction drive him to do. If he is simply out for whatever he can get, he is ruthless and brutal. If he is committed to the spread of evil and chaos, he is even worse. Fortunately, his plans are haphazard, and any groups he joins or forms are poorly organized. Typically, chaotic evil people can be made to work together only by force, and their leader lasts only as long as he can thwart attempts to topple or assassinate him.
These [people] will commit any act to further their own ends. Chaotic evil is sometimes called "demonic" because demons are the epitome of chaotic evil.
Chaotic evil is power without control, selfishness unfettered by any law.
Other Alignments and Tendencies (Tendenices are what you would more often sway towards; esp. for Neutrals):
0-39% Good, 0-39% Chaotic: Lawful-Evil
0-39% Good, 40-60% Chaotic: Neutral-Evil
40-60% Good, 0-39% Chaotic: Lawful-Neutral
40-60% Good, 40-60% Chaotic: True Neutral
40-60% Good, 61-100% Chaotic: Chaotic-Neutral
61-100% Good, 0-39% Chaotic: Lawful-Good
61-100% Good, 40-60% Chaotic: Neutral-Good
61-100% Good, 61-100% Chaotic: Chaotic-Good
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